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What if we could all go back In time, Just for a Moment, change that one thing that may have been life changing, that was Our bad decision, It was right at the time, But as you look back spiraled into a whirl wind of catastrophes and more bad decisions. Would you still make that decision> would you let it stay? I look back at a few of my bad decisions, most I did out of the pressure of others, and some, just me being naive, I cannot say I would have changed a thing, I needed thos lessons, those moments of lost love, those simply enraging emotions, to be who I am today, If anything, I would go back and simply tell myself, No Remind myself, that who I loved, was spot on, and no matter what to never let go (Small TItanic Moment there) We all grow from our actions, we all have our past to deal with, and once again, regardless of wether we deal with it, sweep it under the rug, or take it on and try to make something good out of it, we have learned one huge lesson, we are stronger than we ever imagined. In November of 2012 I started having panic attacks, they were horrible, Usually hitting when I lay in bed, trying to sleep, my heart feeling as if it were going to explode. the harder I tried to sleep, the worse it would get. It sucked BIG time, I was not sleeping, I was a wreck and as the holidays came closer, I worked 7 days a week, trying to hold my shit together without having a total breakdown for my lil one, who christmas is still magical. I did make it through, and I started the new year, with less baggage, some I just could no longer hold onto, and with the hope of new beginnings and less stress. I guess all in all, Given the chance, I would change nothing, because it all, like a puzzle, came together piece by piece. Some pieces I have to search for, Others, they were there hiding in plain sight the whole time. I look at my my life now as a canvas and without the dark, the light would have not such an Inpact, so I appreciate every thing, the good and the bad. Even some places where there was once shadows, is now brightly lit. That is creating a life worth living, one you can be proud of. If I could do it all over again, I Would, Given the chance

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I love what you shared here, and at the end I thought of a poem I wrote about a canvas, which explains how strokes of life and how you view it will either end up as another painting or a Masterpiece. It's your decision in what your learnt thru out your life. This is a very cool pic :) 


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