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Yes I do have a forced smile on my face..

mistakes..I’ve made alot of them throughout my life. I’ve made more alot recently. I’m done with it. I’m so sick and tired of being myself sometimes. It’s like a full time job in its own right trying to look out for what’s around the corner and make sure I don’t say or do the wrong thing. Maybe the fact I have this problem where as I can’t actually talk about the fact i’m feeling low or shitty sometimes and that I bottle it all up untill something bad happens and I.. crack, become someone else.. maybe only for a few minutes but you can cause alot of damage in just a few minutes when you’re not in the right frame of mind. I have to be forced to talk about stuff sometimes.. physically and mentally forced to explain my actions when I literally don’t have the answers. I know I need to be more open with people and especially with myself and stop hiding things away from the people that matter.

My life is brilliant right now. I’m soo happy it’s insane and I know when compared to the paragraph above it’ll seem abit strange but I am happy. There are alot of great people in my life and it has changed everything for me. I just wonder where i’d be if I hadn’t fought and ignored everyone to be with them. It’d be somewhere shitty that’s for sure and I’m glad I am where I am. I just need to realise that there’s something huge that can be easily lost if I don’t wise up. I can do it. Definitely know where I am and what’s at stake. Everyone makes mistakes and only some people can change and I am one of them.

Sorry for making no sense but i’m in a non sense making mood right now. Peace x


 
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Peace for you too :)


View annieklavinham's home annieklavinham | 10 year(s) ago

Love ya, Bear! Hugz!!!


View Lanay's home Lanay | 10 year(s) ago

Not so senseless at all ;))


View Sylvia_Boyle's home Sylvia_Boyle | 10 year(s) ago

awww love ya to lanay :) <3


View TheBadNewsBear's home TheBadNewsBear | 10 year(s) ago

Very cool pic =D


View elvira's home elvira | 10 year(s) ago

((hugs)).. You made perfect sense Bear :) I think you probably took what so many wish they could say but can't.. good for you and I hope you continue to be in a good place of light and peace :)


View Tessybaby's home Tessybaby | 10 year(s) ago

Brilliant, Bear- please share this with Justify Yourself! We'd love to have this added.


View Senjata's home Senjata | 9 year(s) ago



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