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To whomever may read this...

Every day I live in pain so intense that I wish I had given up years ago. I never tell her how it feels. I put on a smile and act as if nothing bothers me. I am not ungrateful that she gave me my life back in a sense. What Ana did for me, I can never repay. Pain or not, I am elated to be able to continue striving for what we believed in.

Pain is not as it use to be. It feels...different. I feel it mostly in my mind since a portion of my body is now mechanical and the ability for machines to feel was not perfected before the war, so it all comes surging into my mind more intensely, more acutely than ever before.

Before the war, we had been friends. Colleagues. Allies. We stood beside each other as rebels against the united regime that had taken rule over all of earth. Many attempts to bring it to its knees had been tried before. This time, we were succeeding.

That was why they did it. They hid in their bunkers and pressed the proverbial reset button. Explosions. Gasses. Radiation. If you could think it, they had it stowed away, ready to use on anyone that stood against them.

Many died. Those that did not, wished they had.

I am one of those many. I am, in a literal sense, half the person I once was. Give or take. My arms have been replaced and can bend and shift to my will. One eye is mechanical and allows for quick, on the spot diagnosis of organic and non organic matter and metals have been grafted onto my skull. My spine is mostly gone, replaced by a machine which allows me to bend in ways no human should be able to. The ribs that remain do not like to move as it does.

I am a weapon now. Nothing more. I will continue till my mission is complete. Perhaps then I can finally rest.

If you have found this, then I am gone. Whether the war took me or time passed and the human portions of me could no longer keep up with my mechanical aspects is difficult to say. Perhaps I ended myself and the pain. But if you are reading this then I hope you are living in a better world, a world forged by thousands of rebels who had what it took to do what was necessary. To do what was right.

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Der Ana Banana and I finally got our post apocalyptic picture done and we have story in the works for it! YAY! Perhaps I'll even RP as my lil cyborg!

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Hi,
I moderate a group called Stories & Storytellers, and we'd love to have this added to the group!


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