Fake love is easy to do when it's been your job for half your life.
It's his job to act so flawlessly. They never notice the pain behind his eyes. He's so good most of the time he doesn't even notice it in himself.
"Someday I'll talk about it,
One day I'll mention it to you.
Someday I'll be over this,
And strong like you.
I'm never changing,
I can feel this way for days and days,
Look you straight in the face and fake my smile."
Someday - Crossfade